Think send y a video,not pos.Send y via ,,Vimeo,,or they are there,i am not so good in that,think y do not understand,have no y mail,phone,i give y all if y remember in witch condition.Do not understand,what i fill about,something like y shame on me,even all the time tray to find some good explanation,can not.Something like y a scared of me,i give to someone,or puzzle things,,,Iam not idiot,stpid,i only tray all my life to trust ppl./not like full/.It is not good vey,need more respect,love y sure.Beg y tray to rid me better,sure y can if y wont.If it is play for y,i handle with myself,like someone make good joke,end do not be bitter,it is my Zen or fatalistic philosophy,do not bother yourself with that.On the other side if y like me be soft with me,do not make conflict,not good for anybody.I am faitful person never ly.PLS.<3,MISS OLD1,Y CHANGE